Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Monday, November 23, 2009

day 29 and 28 useless

so now on day 27 - tomorrow - I have to do three things to de-clutter......

Saturday, November 21, 2009

day 30 - counting backwards

Today is day thirty...of my de-clutter project. So boring I know, but I have to do it this way or I will not do it. It's like the weight thingie...I had to talk about it, to actually get it done.

Day thirty action item: taking at least 25 items to Good Will.

Side note: 2 pounds away from first goal at the Dr office, and you know their scales lie!......I feel good now without that nagging burden of always wanting to lose weight...If I can lose 7 more pounds...then I will stop talking about it completely. :)

Saturday, November 14, 2009

sometimes I have to speak

Wanted to leave this note for a parent who was being a totally rude, cowardly ignorant jerk. Unfortunately, I didn't get the chance even though I made my best effort.

I did my best.


Tuesday, November 3, 2009

keep me where the light is

I just ordered a book to actually read. Maybe this time I will actually take the time required to really read. If I had to wait places then I know I could do it, but no those days have past. If I had to commute a distance I could do it, but no... I can work from home and the office is only two miles away.

If if if.....omg stfu and just do it! Man do I need it. Photo of book below.

Monday, November 2, 2009

heavy sigh

I realize that if you give of yourself to someone who knows nothing about love you run the risk of substantial betrayal. I believe that a person who does not know love, knows nothing about loyalty. They really do not know what they do, nor do they see the connection, between what happens to them and their own actions.

What a fool I was, repeatedly, to keep believing in someone who has never experienced love.

I am stunned at my failure to see clearly. Just stunned. But pleased - I can see now.